Gorilla biscuits - First failure

I've worked so hard on things that never seemed to pay off.
But looking back I realize that I never really meant that much.
And I let you down.
It might not be the last time.
I'm sorry, and I know how it feels when my eyes see a loser in the mirror.
I think "what did I do?" sure I fucked up, but I got back up,
so that loser shits out the window
And if I let you down., it might not be the last time.
Cheer up, it will hurt much less tomorrow.
We're all tired of fucking up and that's not just being sorry.
It means brush the dirt off, get up and try again

When you1re sick of trying, how can you expect to succeed?
I can't recall my first failure, and I'll forget this one too over time

And if I let you down, it might not be the last time.
Cheer up, it will hurt much less tomorrow.
We're all tired of fucking up and that's not just being sorry.
It means brush the dirt off, get up and try again.

[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door XnegativeX op 03-12-2003 19:29]

Ik kwam jou tegen oheo,
jij was verlegen oheo,
Loop nu al dagen oheo,
want ik wil je wat vragen oheo.

Heb je even voor mij,
maak wat tijd voor me vrij.
Ieder uur van de dag denk ik steeds aan jouw lach
alleen jij maakt me blij.

Heb je even voor mij,
maak wat tijd voor me vrij
Zeg me wat ik moet doen want ik wacht op die zoen
kom vanavond bij mij.

Jalalalala, jalalalala

Ik zit te dromen oheo,
of jij zult komen oheo,
Laat het me weten oheo,
ik kan jou niet vergeten oheo.

Heb je even voor mij,
maak wat tijd voor me vrij.
Ieder uur van de dag denk ik steeds aan jouw lach
alleen jij maakt me blij.

Heb je even voor mij,
maak wat tijd voor me vrij.
Zeg me wat ik moet doen want ik wacht op die zoen
kom vanavond bij mij.

Jalalalalala Jalalalala

Heb je even voor mij,
maak wat tijd voor me vrij.
Ieder uur van de dag denk ik steeds aan jouw lach
alleen jij maakt me blij.

Heb je even voor mij maak wat tijd voor me vrij.
Zeg me wat ik moet doen want ik wacht op die zoen
kom vanavond bij mij.

feel free to comprehend
what i see will never end
it can't be now that life is gone
it's too real to overcome
(it's) too real, too real
(and) these days my hands are tied
these days i think you'll find
i'm not me now a light has died
it's too real to run and hide
i was floating in the water
something tried to pull me under
i was floating in the water
something tried to pull me under
i was trying to live my life
it wouldn't let me let me let me let me
i was trying to live my life
it wouldn't let me let me let me let me
feel free to comprehend
what i see will never end
i'm not me now a light has died
it's too real to run and hide

The Cure - Open

I really don't know what I'm doing here
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight but..
just one drink..
And there're some people to meet you
I think you'll like them
I have to say we do
And I promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
Now why don't I just get you another
while you just say hello..

Yeah just say hello..

So I'm clutching it tight
another glass in my hand
and my mouth and the smiles
moving up as I stand up
too close and too wide
and the smiles are too bright
and I breathe in too deep
and my heads getting light
but the air is getting heavier and it's closer
and I'm starting to sway
and the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
and they won't go away
so here I go
here I go again...

Falling into strangers
and it's only just eleven
and I'm staring like a child
until someone slips me heaven
and I take it on my knees just like a thousand times before
and I get transfixed
that fixed
and I'm just looking at the floor
just looking at the floor
yeah I look at the floor

And I'm starting to laugh
like an animal in pain
and I've got blood on my hands
and I've got hands in my brain
and the first short retch
leaves me gasping for more
and I stagger over screaming
on my way to the floor
and I'm back on my back
with the lights and the lies in my eyes
and the colour and the music's too loud
and my head's all the wrong size
so here I go
here I go again...

yeah I laugh and I jump
and I sing and I laugh
and I dance and I laugh
and I laugh and I laugh
and I can't seem to think
where this is
who I am
why I'm keeping this going
keep pouring it out
keep pouring it down
keeping it going
keep pouring it down
and the way the rain comes down hard
that's the way I feel inside

I can't take it anymore
this it I've become
this is it like I get
when my life's going numb
I just keep moving my mouth
I just keep moving my feet
I say I'm loving you to death
like I'm losing my breath
and all the smiles that I wear
and all the games that I play
and all the drinks that I mix
and I drink until I'm sick
and all the faces I make
and all the shapes that I trow
and all the people I meet
and all the words that I know
makes me sick to the heart
oh I feel so tired

and the way the rain comes down hard
that's how I feel inside...

[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door Staalman op 04-12-2003 0:10]

U2 - With or Without You & Lacrimosa - Alleine zu Zweit (Together Alone)

BlâF - stookkosten

je bloed maakt vlekken
en verspreid een vieze geur
heb mijn handen op je heupen
maar je hoofd ligt bij de deur

ze zeggen dat het went, ik heb het geprobeerd
maar hoe je het ook went of keert,
sex met doden is verkeerd

Ze koelt harder dan ik hebben kan
harder dan ik stoken kan.

...

[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door invictis op 22-03-2004 2:33]

Tori Amos - Sweet Dreams

"Lies everywhere"
Said the Father to the son
You're peppermint Breath
Gonna choke him to death Daddy
Watch your little black sheep run
He's got knives in his back
Everytime he opens up
You say "He gotta Be strong if
he wants to Be a man" Mr.
I don't know how you can have
Sweet Dreams
Land land of Liberty we're Run
by a constipated man
When you live in the past you Refuse
to see when your Daughter comes home
9 months pregnant with 5 Billion points
of Light gonna shine them on the face
of your friends - they've got the Earth in a sling
the world on her knees they've even got
Your zipper Between their Teeth Sweet Dreams
You say you have 'em
I say that you're a Liar
go on and Dream
your House is on fire


Well well Summer wind
Been catching up with me
"Elephant mind missy
You don't have you're forgettin
to fly darlin when you sleep"
I got hazy lazy susan
takin turns all over my dreams
I got Lizards and Snakes
runnin through my Body
funny how they all

Whatever Lola wants (El Tattoo Del Tigre)

Whatever Lola wants, Lola gets
and little man, little Lola wants you
Make up your mind, have no regrets
Recline yourself, resign yourself, you're through

She'll always get what she'll aim for
and your heart and soul is what she came for

Whatever Lola wants, Lola gets
Take off your coat, don't you know you can't win?
You're no exception to the rule, she's irresistable, you fool
Give in, give in

Enige nummer dat ik kan bedenken met veel denkwerk.

Garbage - Only Happy When It Rains

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains

You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down

You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)

I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me).

Just what nobody wanted, I'm just what nobody wanted.

I think that life has got it in for me,
Can you please tell me who's to blame?
For all the bills upon my mat -
They breed and grow then eat the cat.
Where they come from I don't know,
I stare at them but they won't go!

It seems that life's a big frustration,
Why is everybody out to bring me down?
There has to be a simple explanation,
Why failure is the fashion every time I come to town.

If life is sweet - then I'm diabetic
The future looks rosy - I just went colourblind.

This all seems to be some mass conspiracy,
So I demand the right to know,
If there's a God up there, how come he seems to care
For every little bird and bee, but couldn't give a damn for me.

It seems that life's a big frustration,
Why is everybody out to bring me down?
There has to be a simple explanation,
Why failure is the fashion every time I come to town.

If high hopes were bank notes,
I'd own all of England
And teardrops were diamonds,
Then I'd be a millionaire.

Just what nobody wanted,
I'm just what nobody wanted.

You say I'm purely being paranoid,
I beg to differ - it's not true.
Shit just seems to hit the fan,
Every time I make a plan.
Grand design to small detail,
All I do is doomed to fail.

It seems that life's a big frustration,
Why is everybody out to bring me down?
There has to be a simple explanation,
Why failure is the fashion every time I come to town.

If life is sweet - then I'm diabetic,
The future looks rosy - I just went colourblind.

I'm just what nobody wanted at all.

mmm,ik verdiep me eigenlijk nooit in teksten(vooral geen satan/haat/fantasie/geloof bullshit) maar er zijn uitzonderingen,ik vind sommige teksten van life of agony bijv.wel wat hebben daar keith ook geen moeder heeft gekend(IK OOK NIET)dus dat doet me dan wel iets maar over het algemeen hou ik mij niet met teksten bezig(let the music talk)

Lying in a dark corner
The black candle light is dying out
Trying to refuse this suffering
As coldness burns my pale naked flesh

I faced my fears a thousand times
Endless doubts - Life of paranoia
I try to find a way out
From this state of suicidal urge

I watch with empty eyes the blade
As tears begin to fall down my face
Another night alone with myself
At one with melancholy and depression

I bleed because the dark is near
I cry as i realize you can' t be here
I need to caress your skin in the night
But now my only friend remains this knife

Why must i live with these fears?
I know my only tragedy is my mind
Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys
And with this bitter thought i fear to die

I feel so jaded now, so far away
I can't face next morning with this pain
Another cut lacerates my flesh
Sometimes i think it will be the last

I'm only trying to objectivate this hate
I prove towards myself and life itself
I only need to watch these fifty wounds
I opened upon my body in the night

I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
And cry for joy when you'll be here again
I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side
I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow

Everyone can kill himself one day
Life brings pain and suffering on our way
Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems
But in death you'll know...
Disheartenment wins

Darkness enshrouded from within
Bitter rest in overwhelming solitude
Sleeping aeons and mountains
To conceal the tearing grief

A human life is not worth more
Than a tear stolen in a frozen dawn
(Than) a drop of blood on a yellowed paper
(Than) a shiver in the sharpened rain

No way out of this terror
Distance like an empty winter night
Pieces of me randomly scattered on the floor
Shrieks of dying animals inside my soul

Trapped among the mortal ones
My mourning is in vain
Unveiled dreams have turned to nothing
Fed on the wrecks of unanswered questions

A human life is not worth more
Than a tear stolen in a frozen dawn
(Than) a drop of blood on a yellowed paper
(Than) a shiver in the sharpened rain

No way out of this terror
Distance like an empty winter night
Pieces of me randomly scattered on the floor
Shrieks of dying animals inside my soul

Silence is trembling, screaming its rage-
Screaming...

NO WAY OUT

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When I cried you,d wipe away all of my tears
When I'd scream you'd fight away all of my fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]


iets aangepast.

Doing nothing isn't fun
When you've nothing from which to run
Yeah you've nowhere left to run

Mijn eigen versie van Turn The Page.

on a long and lonesome roadway east of Vlaardingen
I can listen to the engines, moanin out as one long song
I can think about the woman, the girl I knew those months before

but my thoughts will soon be wandering the way they always do
when i,m riding sixteen minutes and there's nothing much to do
I don't feel much like ridin', i just wish the trip was through

[CHORUS:]
but here I am, on the road again
here I am, out on the street
here I go, on my own again
there I go, turn the page

I walk into the hallway, strung out from the road
and i feel the eyes upon me, as i,m shaking off the cold
i pretend it doesn't bother me, but i just want to explode
and most times i can hear 'em talk, other times i can't

all the same 'ole cliches: is that a boy oris that a man?
and i always seem outnumbered, i dare not make a stand, make my stand.

[CHORUS]

out there in the streetlight, i feel a million miles away
every ounce of energy, i tried to give away
and the sweat pours from my body, like the music that the radio play,s
later in the evening, as i lie awake in bed
with the echos of the arguments, ringin' in my head
I drink the days last beverrage, rememberin' what she said


nogmaals dis een eigen versie, zoals ik me nu voel.



[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door Stormblast op 02-01-2004 13:35]

"Why so soft,
O' my brothers..
So pliend and yielding.. ...how can you one day triumph with me..."
Rejoice in sweet submission of murder, of conceit
How can you ever triumph with me?!?!
I'd rather be wretched and broken
Than join into your fraudulent joy
I'd rather leave my will unspoken
Than stain it in your sick vaudeville

[Dit bericht is gewijzigd door Voice Of Doom op 08-01-2004 3:35]

A dream of another existence, you wish to die, a dream of another world, you pray for death! To release the soul, One must die, to find peace inside, you must get eternal...... I am a mortal but am I human ? How beautiful life is now when my time has come, A human destiny but nothing human inside, What will be left of me when I'm dead? there was nothing when I lived "What you found was eternal death no one will ever miss you"

DeVision - Try to Forget

you
you return in the night
don't have a person to hold you
and you think about the past time
when you were
when you were still loved

you go to bed alone
don't have a person to warm you
and you think about your lost love
then you try to forget

try to forget, try to forget
try to forget
you should try to forget
but you can't forget

you
you don't show your tears but i do
and you hope that someone knows
that you are alone
and takes you
and takes you in his arms

your secrets are your thoughts
write them down and start to cry
write them down and start to scream
because you know you are alone

try to forget

try to forget...

Morgil,. ik heb nog een tekst die voor jou geschreven is

Song for Morgil

...Running towards…

The sudden flash of light that shone somewhere behind the trees
A soft voice is singing enchantments at the Northern night skies

“... noryë haira or Isil ar Elen...
vanyala lendië pella ól malta...”

“... My land, far above Moon and Stars,
Your beauty goes beyond golden dreams...”

Searching for that portal, the gate that leads me to my lands
My home I’ve left so long ago, awaiting my return

The enchantment finds rest and peace in my head
I realize it was meant for nothing but my ears
I turn around to face my guiding light
And see a beautiful Elf, she says:

“follow me, follow me into the land of dreams
where we can live forever
without fear into eternity

Come with me, come with me all along the way
Beyond the moon and stars
Follow your heart”

Now I am flying high over the trees
The treetops of the darkened forest look up to see
How I ascend out of their sight
Again I hear the voice whispering to me

“Le meluvan úne ar alye lúmessen tenna nurucilie”

So fair, so cold
Morgil, guidance above
A tale untold
Morgil, Darkstar of Love

Rising towards...

The twinkling light, high up in the Northern Skies
Morgil, give me a sign to reach for you and give you my life

5. The Crown Of Sympathy

See the light and feel my warm desire, run
through my veins like the evening sun. It
will live but no eyes will see it. I'll bless your
name before I die. No person in everything can
shine, yet shine you did, for the world to see.
All a man hath will he give for life? For life
that's lost bleeds all over me. I'd fallen before
but it never hurt like this. Don't leave me here
to crawl through the mire. I'm without fault
before the throne of god. Take from me the
crown of sympathy. What do you think you'll
see? What do you think there will be? Sit down!
Did you see the sun? What will we become?
Great ones? The mouths that dare not speak his
name, behold them, raised, complete and fine.
The battle for our lives is oh, so brief. Take my
hand and please walk with me. When I was
young the sun did burn my face. I let its love
and warmth wash over me. The melting voice of
many, in the hush of night. Whispering tongues
can poison my honest truth. Come dress me
with your body, and comfort me. I dreamt of a
dead child in my sleep. I wear a terrible
mark in my head. my clean, white bed. It calls
to me. I must lie down. and I want you to lay
with me, in sympathy. No sad "adieus" on a
balcony. For one last time, just walk with me.
At the beautiful gate of the temple, we must
be saved. For deadened, icy pain, covers all the
earth.

1. Always, Forever



2. They Whispered You Had Risen

[Music and Lyrics By Mark Kelson]

For centuries I've walked this world alone
immersed in the serenity of the shadows
filled with the blood of life
between your world and mine. . . help me

They whispered you had risen
your love means more than life itself
your neck burns with uncontrollable pain
that won't cease until you rest in the shadows

The dark air of the night so cold
I can show you truth beyond your dreams
your fiery tears they seared me
as we stared into the candles flame

how do you comprehend a bond of such
intentioned sacrifice I plead with the darkness
your skin is of purest ivory and as you weep
I catch your ebony tears we melt in our hidden desire. . .
Please submit your soul to me
to become my destiny I beckon to you
through the mist of the everlasting rain
spill your blood stop our pain
be my bride of darkness
you are me and I am you forever. . .

The pale moon it comes alive in your eyes
I weep why must the sun ever rise
for in this darkness your radiance
consumes me for this I give you life. . . eternal

They whispered you had risen
your love means more than life itself
your neck burns with uncontrollable pain
that won't cease until you rest in the shadows

The dark air of the night so cold
I can show you truth beyond your dreams
your fiery tears they seared me
as we stared into the candles flame

Death it yields immortality
as the darkened wind cries your name
as you leave your mortal dread
your blood fills me with ecstacy
together at last I now know that I can be free. . .


3. To Blackened Skies I Suffer

[Music and Lyrics By Mark Kelson]

I stand in the rain
looking for the answers
why do I feel this way
withering like a dying rose
I must join you
as in life and death
we shall unite as one
to dance in the
ever growing darkness

Why must it be this way
held together by sorrow
my overwhelming desire
is to end this suffering
what do you think I see
when I see myself
death seems so cold
yet feels so warm

My mind is in turmoil
I search in wild despair
for another way out but in vain
I touch the blade to my heart. . .

I yearn for your kiss
from your soft loving lips
I have reached the end
and my time is complete
it all seems so clear
I know what to do
ending my life
to be wed in the grave. . .


4. All That Remains

[Music: Mark Kelson and Oneil Alexander]
[Lyrics: Oneil Alexander]

As the light of the ever fading sun dies
like a candles flame taken by the wind
darkness reveals it's beauty
from the shadows
haunting it beckons me
calling my name

Slowly I transcend into a world so dark
a place where the sun never rises
the wrath of the heavens send onward storms
blood rains from the skies wounds. . . so softly

So warm so soft
like the taste of your tranquil kiss
your tranquil kiss from your soft bleeding lips
the anger of clashing thunder
sings a song of hate
sings a song of hate so strong. . .

A black rose blooms it blooms from a weed
and reeks the dark sent of death
I close my eyes and all I feel is sadness
only to open them and see darkness

Is this a dream I wish to never awaken
darkness I beg of you take me eternally
each step I take closer
pulls me further away

So warm so soft
like the taste of your tranquil kiss
your tranquil kiss from your soft bleeding lips
the anger of clashing thunder
sings a song of hate
sings a song of hate so strong. . .

"In this garden of grief I stand alone
scarlet rain it falls and I dream of you
the angel I thought I knew
the angel I thought was you. . ."


5. Naked She Lay To The Virgin Snow

[Music and Lyrics: Oneil Alexander]

Her dying embrace still haunts within
through the blackest shade of nightfall
her enchanting voice it whispers serenades
a dark romance. . . yet never again
fate so tragic is mine to keep
forever will I miss her last dying kiss

As the sun sets before my very eyes
so lifeless she sleeps never to rise
an erotic dream of a winters kiss
so warm it melts like the snow in my hand

An ebony tear sheds only for you
beyond this sorrow deep within me
a promise we made evermore
I loved you and still I do

"The light of our dying sun
faded so long ago
captured by this immense nightfall
my sweet goddess. . .
so pale so cold
naked she lay to the virgin snow"

Her dying embrace still haunts within
through the blackest shade of nightfall
her enchanting voice it whispers serenades
a dark romance. . . yet never again
fate so tragic is mine to keep
forever will I miss her last dying kiss

The time we shared your virgin kiss
and that of mine you took from me
I surrender my everything to you
then you gave your self to me

Under a sunless sky
beyond the midnight hours
to dance in the shadows while the sun sleeps
I held you with affection in my weak arms
I wish I never let you go

As I walk the path of this lonely journey
dreamlike it rains sadness so endlessly
awaiting the dusk to descend
remembrance and my tears for you
shall fall eternal. . .


6. I Bleed

[Music and Lyrics: Mark Kelson]

I bleed like no man
I drown in my pain
tear it out take it away
my heart I no longer need

I scream like no man
I cry in vain
tear it out take it away
my soul I no longer need

All because of you. . .

I'm a fool for you
blinded by your touch
take my eyes take them away
lost in you. . . forever

I die like no man
all because of you
I bleed. . .


7. Last Embrace

[Music and Lyrics: Mark Kelson]

Your eyes tell of lost love
your tears tell of your pain
I tremble as we kiss
as we embrace our passion

Darkness soothes a hungry soul
and in the twilight I dream
in the darkness we dance
this moment shall never end

I caress your delicate skin
melting into black silhouettes
I embrace thee my beloved
a moment I can not bare to end

In the darkness we dance
as the candles flame dies
our pain fills my heart
the sorrow of our last embrace. . .

Darkness soothes a hungry soul
and in the twilight I dream
in the darkness we dance
this moment shall never end


8. A Dream Unremebered